& that there are many of you that have just gotten to know me recently
Over the past 2 months I have withdrawn from a problem that I have had since a very young age
It started due to years of dance competitions, auditions & basically, let's be honest, where I grew up
What I have recognized in this short period of time is that
without it, I am no less whole.....
with it I might THINK I look better & feel as though I act more confidently
but that does NOT mean that I need it
As I sit here with my computer open I am wondering whether or not to jump the gun
This cold turkey approach has worked for me, but now that I know it is available online
& can be delivered right to my door..............OH GOD give me the strength!
One might think that I was from TEXAS, but JERSEY is just as bad........Amazon carries my
Sheer Blonde John Frieda HAIRSPRAY
The think layers of stick that are no longer covering my bathroom make me happy.....
My dogs no longer run from the bathroom coughing and blinking frantically.....
I have just gotten over the panic of reaching for the cold aerosol can and feeling it empty
(the thought makes me tear up a bit)
.....so do i pull the plug, shall i go back to my big hair days?
You can take the girl outta JERSEY...........maybe I should get a spray tan while I'm at it?